How much is that time over there?

Oh! Almost 3 weeks since my last entry, huh? What can I say...

'I'm sorry but I don't have time' is what I said most in the last weeks. Work has been crazy - deadline after deadline. My Grandma is in the hospital again and it does not look good. My Mom is not doing too well either. And then there was Bojan to look after. And... and.. and...
One too many 'I can't make it' led to an argument with Tina, which ended with me quitting horseback riding (or at least taking care of Bojan). That happened on Sunday and when I called her today to straighten things out so we can continue being friends, she still acted all pissed and was complaining about stuff I so disagree with that I really don't feel like talking to her much again. It's weird how a person can completely change when you start fighting.
I could go on and on about that silly argument but I am starting to believe that for once I should break with my habit of 'understanding what is going on and what went wrong and how can we solve this'.
Mmmm, now I am mad at myself for even calling her! Damn. That's not working either, huh?

Oh well, back to work.